αηιмα ɳҽɾα (stella.toros)

Resident Since: 2010-02-19 (16年, 3ヶ月 ago)

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I am a cold person. Not by choice, but for defense. I have learned to keep my distance from everything that could warm me, as if warmth were a threat. I don’t know how to love the right way, I don’t know how to stay. When someone tries to get close, I instinctively push them away. It’s as if I am afraid of truly being seen. And so I end up losing every beautiful person I meet… one after another, like sand slipping through my fingers. I don’t cry, I don’t beg, I don’t chase. I stay still, watching the emptiness I myself have created, wondering if one day I will be able to feel anything again.
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